Miami - October 2009Over the years I have felt guilt over missing a birthday, not exercising, being abrupt with a child, saying no, saying yes, buying the nylon velvet hide-a-bed, taking a nap, not being perfect, etc., etc., etc. A lot of years - a lot of guilt.
Then, one day while driving I was listening to Dr. Laura on the radio. A woman called in and expressed guilt for not wanting to interact with her alcoholic mother who had created a very toxic relationship with her daughter. She felt pulled between the obligation to her mother and the need to be sane and healthy.
Dr. Laura stopped her as she expressed her overwhelming guilt with this situation. Dr. Laura pointed out that there are only two times where guilt is the appropriate response - One, if you have done something legally wrong or, two, if you've done something morally wrong. She told the woman that she could feel sad, angry, disappointed, exhausted or any other emotion in response to her mother's dysfunction BUT, because she was doing nothing morally or legally wrong, she needed to unload the burden of guilt.
As women, I think our tendency is to strap guilt to our backs and lug it around for years. I think sometimes we feel guilty just for being human. I now challenge my 'guilt trips' to see if they meet the legal/moral definition and I'm getting better at recognizing my limits and not feeling guilty in doing that.
All in all, I'm ready to give guilt the boot.
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